动”现在回想起来，大概就是从那时起，我开始自已他人的眼光，开始透过他人的目光审视自己。开始不再仰望星空，开始停止做白日梦，取而代之的是我试图让自己符合别人设下的模板。

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我开始不再听自己的心声，转而去听别人的声音。没有人呼喊我的名字，哪怕是我自己。我的心脏停止了跳动，我的双眼也紧紧闭上了。就像这样，我、我们都失去了自己的名字。我们如魂魄一般生活。但是我有一个避难所音乐。在我内心有个微弱的声音说“醒醒啊，听听你自己的声音”，尽管如此。我依旧花了很长时间才听到音乐呼唤我的真名。即使在我决定加入bts后，依旧经历了很多困难。有些人可能不相信，但是在当时很多人都觉得我们毫无希望。有时我也会想放弃，不过很幸运的是我没有放弃。

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我确信，我和我们都会一直像这样挣扎摔倒跌跌撞撞走着。虽然现在bts已经成为了能在巨大的竞技场是哪个开演唱会，专辑销量上百万的艺术家，但是我依旧是一个平凡的24岁的男人。如果说我达到了哪些成就，之所以取得这些成就都只可能是因为有我的bts的成员陪在我左右，以及来自世界各地的粉丝 ary对我们的爱与支持。

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昨天的我可能犯了错，但那依旧是我，今天，我是我，带着所有错误和过失的我。明天我或许会变得稍稍聪明一些，而那也依旧是我。这些错误和缺点就是我，他们是我人生中最闪耀的星星。我会开始爱我自己，现在的我，过去的我以及未来我想成为的我。

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